Tony White may have lost his battle with cancer, but becoming the first end of life recipient of psilocybin treatment has changed everything.

How One Dying Man Received Canada's First End of Life Psilocybin Treatment

When Tony White learned last spring that his bladder cancer was terminal, he completely withdrew from life. 

Psilocybin isn’t legalized in Canada. But, through Syntax Institute, Harder petitioned Health Canada to grant the therapeutic use of the therapy to help White come to terms with his terminal illness. The country’s drug regulator agreed, and the agency’s Office of Controlled Substances granted the organization a legal exemption to the Canadian Drugs and Substances Act. 

Therapeutic Psilocybin

On Jan. 1, White became the recipient of the first federally sanctioned therapeutic intervention of psilocybin in Canada. For the ceremony, he and a psychologist gathered at Harder’s home in Calvary and embarked on a four-hour psilocybin trip. “The journey got quite intense at the two- to three-hour mark,” Harder said. But White emerged from the “incredible journey” a new man. 

“It’s good, inner peace and a great way to relax … the emotional baggage has been cleared. I definitely have more mobility—I haven’t been able to move like this in months,” he said. 

The days that followed, White and Crewe shared intimate conversations about his journey with psilocybin. “He was coming to grips with his mortality,” she recalled. Three weeks later, he succumbed to his cancer in his home surrounded by family, more at peace than he’d been in months. 

Psychedelics and the Search for Self Consciousness

Facing Mortality

“We had some really beautiful conversations. We enjoyed every moment that we had,” Crewe said. “He had this peace about him that I have never seen before. He was just calm. He wasn’t tormented anymore, that is the best way I can describe it.”

Crewe says that the profound peace psilocybin gave her husband in his last weeks was a gift, one that both she and White hope becomes available to others suffering from terminal illnesses. “Honestly,” Crewe says, “his experience made us passionate and made us feel like we were put on this earth to advocate for this.”  

White’s positive experience with psychedelic-assisted therapy is not isolated. Mounting research on psychedelic therapies continues to show the promise they hold in treating mental and emotional health conditions such as post-traumatic stress disorder, addiction, and treatment-resistant, as well as end-of-life anxiety.

“We believe psychedelic medicines will be a huge part of the solution that Canadians need and deserve. We are not only incredibly thrilled for Mr. White gaining immediate access to this powerful therapeutic tool, but also for every Canadian who is suffering with mental and emotional health challenges,” Harder said. “This is another step forward in the battle against our country’s mental health crisis.”

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